Hello everybody!

So like I said in last weeks post, I am going to do the TMI tag today. I have 3 very solid reasons to do so, 
1) My friend Senne (who you should check out, his channel I mean ;p) made this video, so I’m doing this too :p
2) I literally sweat out all my inspiration to actually make something original. It’s never been so hot in Belgium before!
3) I’ve been procrastinating some kinda important things that I should be doing now, but like I said… procrastination…

So here we go then 😀

  1. what are you wearing?
    I am wearing a bikini from tribord
    a black and white short from Jacqueline de Yong (pictures in my last post)
    and some simple grey top I once bought in some store I have no idea where
  2. have you ever been in love?
    Yes, I have
  3. have you ever had a terrible break up?
    No, I haven’t. Holiday boyfriends are already doomed the moment you start. Common knowledge.
  4. how tall are you?
    I am 1m74, that is 5’7” I think. Which is way too tall seeing my friends are maybe 1m64 (that’s 5’3”)
  5. how much do you weigh?
    I do not feel comfortable sharing my weight, because I don’t feel confident enough about my body.
  6. any tattoos?
    Nope, but I really would like one. Already got some ideas lined up :p
  7. any piercings?
    Do earrings count?
  8. otp?
    my first otp was Troy and Gabriella from HSM
    my otp’s change to what show/movie I’ve been loving the most at the moment.
    Right now it’s back to Stydia, you know Teen Wolf started again 😉
  9. what is your favorite show?
    Before Teen Wolf started again, it was Once upon a Time, I freaking love fairytales!
  10. who are your favorite bands?
    Fall Out Boy,
    All Time Low,
    One Republic,…
    (Does the cast of Pitch Perfect count as a band?)

Solo artist (yeah, I found this question a little too specific)
Peter Hollens (a capella)
Lindsey Stirling (instrumental)
Taylor Swift
Troye Sivan

  1. something you miss?
    I would like to find some more great a Capella singers/groups
  2. favorite song?
    At the moment it is Mad World covered by Peter Hollens and Roundtable Rival from Lindsey Stirling.(depends on the mood I’m in)
  3. how old are you?
    I am almost 18!! 😮
  4. zodiac sign?
  5. quality you look for in a partner?
    Somebody who doesn’t shut me down. Who doesn’t only embraces my weirdness but joins in :p
    someone who can make me laugh!
  6. what is your favorite quote?
    It is actually a combination of 2 quotes, but I think they go great together.

“You’re my Once Upon a Time…
… You’re my Happy Ending.”

First part: Pretty Little Liars
second part: Once Upon a Time

(It’s also on my tattoo list, if I find somebody to tattoo it with of course)

  1. who is your favorite actor?
    This also depends on what show I am loving the most at the moment.
    Actor: Dylan O’Brien and Colin O’Donohue
    Actress: Holland Roden and Lily Colins
  2. favorite color?
  3. loud music or soft?
    I like both. But I especially like to play soft music really freaking loud, so that it just totally fills your mind and shuts down everything beside the lyrics. (You should try that with the song Mad World)
  4. where do you go when you’re sad?
    My room, watching my favorite movie, Pitch Perfect.
  5. how long does it take you to shower?
    5 to 20 minutes, depends on how much time I have.
  6. how long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
    Depends if I have time… all day
    If I have to go somewhere… an hour and a half, I am very slow and cranky in the morning.
  7. have you ever been in a physical fight?
    Does my sister count?
  8. turn on’s?
    Blue eyes and smiling a lot, If you have/ do that I will probably have a crush on you
  9. turn off’s?
    mean and negative persons, who can see nothing good in anything.
  10. the reason I made a blog?
    I was so bored, I was attempting to make a Youtube Channel, but I am way to shy for that!
  11. what are your fears?
  12. last thing that made you cry?
    Two days ago
  13. last time you said you loved someone?
    I say it like all the time to my friends. Because they’re the best friends I’ve ever had and they should know how much they mean to me.
    I may be saying ‘I love you’ a bit much, but it doesn’t lose its meaning.
  14. meaning behind your blog name?
    My URL is actually just something random, because what I originally wanted was taking, so I just kept trying things until I found one that was still available.

And my username is a name I will probably change, I just don’t wanna use my real name, because I hate it.

  1. last book you read?
    I love reading so this is actually really annoying that I don’t have time to read books. The last book I ‘read’ (50 first and 50 last pages) of the hunger games for school. It’s terrible.
  2. the book you’re currently reading?
    None, but I will be starting one, probably about equality, also for school (we need to read 3, cuz yeah who needs vacation when you can do homework? L )
  3. last show you watched?
    How I Met Your Mother (it’s finally finished, took me 3 years)
  4. last person you talked to?
    my friend Fanny
  5. the relationship between you and the last person you texted?
    She is one of my best friends!
  6. what is your favorite food?
    Pizza, no doubt!
  7. place you want to visit?
    London and Australia
  8. last place you were?
  9. do you have a crush?
    Yes, I have
  10. last time you kissed someone?
    New year’s eve
  11. last time you were insulted?
    Two years ago
  12. favorite flavor of sweet?
  13. what instruments do you play?
    I played guitar (acoustic and electric, I sucked at it)
    and piano (Didn’t suck, just didn’t care to practice)
  14. favorite piece of jewelry?
  15. last sport you played?
  16. last song you sang?
    Probably Bellas finals: Price tag / Don’t you / Give me everything / Just the way you are / Party in the USA / Turn the beat around (just had to type the whole title)
  17. favorite pick up line?
    I don’t really have one, but my friend said one once after someone’s presentation which I found very smooth

“Are there any questions?”
“Yes, what’s your phone number?”

  1. have you ever used it?
    Nope, but it was very funny when my friend did.
  2. last time you hung out with anyone?
  3. who should answer these questions next?
    because I don’t actually know many people with a blog / YT channel or something I’m gonna tag Cara Delevingne, Queen Elizabeth and anyone who wants to do it!

WOW this was longer than expected! If you didn’t get bored and made it to the end of this, amazing! If you like it, please give it a like! Thanks for reading!


Little Update :p

Hello everybody!

It’s been like almost a month since my last post, and i’m really sorry. I don’t have a actual reason or excuse for not updating. I was just being lazy and inspirationless. I do have some half-written blog posts ready, but I don’t feel like finishing them. So I’ll just do a little update of the past month.

The main activity that consumed most of my time after spring break was Once Upon A Time. That was the only thing that I liked doing. After spring break everybody is just sick of school, doesn’t really put much effort in it anymore. And that was (is) my way of procrastinating my homework til 2am and ignoring all the thing I should be doing right now. And I can assure you a “Sleep Is For The Weak”-marathon (that’s how we call it) til 3am isn’t a good idea when you have to get up for school at 6am.. nonetheless repeated it again the following night.

Another thing that happened, which actually is a valid excuse for not updating, my laptop broke. Which might not have been a big deal, but I was so scared to tell my dad that I just hid it for a week. So no posts without a computer. When I did finally tell him, he wasn’t’ mad, it was more a ‘I knew this was gonna happen sooner or later, my daughter is a clumsy moron’ kinda look. He helped me instal this prehistoric thing and we’re moving on.


I’m pretty used to it by now, I have to save up for a new one if my dad can’t fix it himself. There is only one mayor disadvantage… I cannot watch my shows in my bed anymore. So I have to sit in my chair to do my marathons, and my bum hurts so much! I once tried to make myself comfortable… didn’t work, this is how it ended up. grabbed all my pillows and blankets and it’s even less comfortable than it looks 😦


What else did I do? I got my Connor Franta Book!!!! YAY!!!


Partly read a book about hipster for a short thesis for school. It was about Hippies vs Hipsters, but the weird part was in our library there was a book about hipsters, but for some reason there were none about hippies…


And to finish this of, last weekend I went camping in France with one of my friends and her parents. We stayed in this beautiful town, with the most adorable houses and it was awesome. I wish I could insert some gorgeous pics, but I don’t have them yet 😦 but to give you an idea I do have some pics on my phone 😉


Made a friend on our first day!


this was the style of most houses in that town!!

And that’s it! That’s what I’ve done in the weeks I didn’t post anything. I hope you liked it, if you did please like 🙂 See y’all soon!


You Should Know

Hello everybody!

Today I’d like to talk about something more serious and it’s not about feminism this time. This is about something a lot of people, mostly girls, have experienced or will experience in their live… Anxiety and anxiety attacks. I am no expert in this, I’ve read quite some articles about this to understand it better. 

Like everybody else, I feel anxious from time to time. Before an exam, a job interview, going to college, moving out. But sometimes there are situations where the level of stress is higher and more overwhelming. It can be a panic attack (very intense) or an anxiety attack (same symptoms, but less intense). And that last happened to me a few times, one of them last night.

This week we have project week at school, it’s a week full of excursions with one theme. Today we had a biking trip, and I have been worrying about it ever since I’ve known about it. That doesn’t seem like a big deal, right. But last year I had to go to school by bike (something I didn’t feel confident about), but I didn’t really had much of a choice. Everything went good the first week, but then I had an accident. I was hit by a car, nothing to severe, but I broke my wrist and had a massive panic attack. Ever since that, I hadn’t even touched my bike again. I even got more panicky in the car (and I’m not even driving).

Last night I kept going over the route in my head, kept thinking of what happened and what could happen. I couldn’t sleep, it kept me awake, I did everything to take my mind of it. but it didn’t work. And the fact that my bike wasn’t even ready, didn’t help. This morning I was very anxious, I didn’t want to biking with 50 other students around me, I felt intimidated by the thought of it. My mom has been reassuring me for days, but my dad kept postponing fixing my bike. I started crying and I couldn’t stop, my stomach was turning, I was trembling. I managed to calm down to get ready. But that didn’t last long, I was rushed and shaken. My mom agreed to let me stay home, something I had asked a couple times. She didn’t know I was this scared to go.

It’s important to know what can cause an anxiety attack. And that you can’t stop it right away, but you can work on it. But you have to do so on your pace and not someone elses. It’s also important that other people know what it means and to react in a way that actually helps you. You can read hundreds of article about symptoms, causes and treatments. But I think this is more a personal thing. It’s not because I wasn’t nauseous at the time (one of the most common symptoms), that I wasn’t having an anxiety attack. You have to feel for yourself how much your level of stress and anxiety is above the normal state. Not everybody reacts and responds the same, there are some common symptoms, but that isn’t an ‘exclusive’ list.

I am really glad I could stay home, because I heard we were separated in 9 groups and that I had non of my friends with me. I could not have done that for sure. And when someone tells you they had a panic/anxiety attack about something as simple as a bike ride or performing in front an audience, don’t ever laugh about it, because you may not know what happened.

This all said, I finish this post. I know that this is something different, but I want to know that if you have anxiety, you’re not alone, even though it can feel that way.


Sea, carnaval and art…

Hello everybody!!

It’s been 2 weeks, yeah I’m late (again). Procrastinating won from productivity (again). Last sunday I thought, well nothing really happened this week, I’ll make a post on tuesday about carnaval. But I was just exhausted and lazy, so I laid on the couch all day. Then I though, well I have excursion on thursday I can write it after that. Didn’t do it. I realised it was to late to write one this week, I accepted the fact that I will have to write a post while I’m studying history (which resulted in making the post and postponing the history, because priorities :p)

So like I said, the week before last wasn’t really inspiring or something. We had holidays, so I went on vacation to the sea with my mom and my sister. I was kinda boring, nothing much to do. We had an apartment in the shopping street, but walking through that everyday isn’t fun either. We did lots of walking and ate lots of pancakes and hot chocolate. And the longer we were there, the more I wanted a dog! You see all these people taking walk with their super cute dogs, I got a little jealous. I really miss having a pet, it’s been almost 2 year we don’t have animals, and I am trying to convince my parents to get one. (currently I want or a pug, a cat or a chipmunk, they are tots adorbs)

after a week of vacation, we had another 2 days off, because of carnaval. If you don’t know what it is, it’s not like the carnaval in Brazil, that’s more a dance parade. Carnaval here is were you dress up and the whole town comes together. When you’re in a carnaval group, you walk in the march with a float. And the best one wins!
The second biggest carnaval in the world is Alost, but my city is coming pretty close to that. It are 3 days, the first is the march, the second is the big open-air party in the streets and the last one is just for the hardcore fans with pulled an all-nighter and use the afternoon to sober up.
usually I don’t like carnaval, I absolutely hated it until this year. They convinced me to come because they were gonna do something really cool. (Here’s a pic :D)

carnaval idea

the inspiration

carnaval 2015

me as a mexican skeleton

The excursion from thursday I mentioned wasn’t the greatest. We went to the Magritte Museum, It’s a french painter from Belgium, it’s not really my genre. But the worst part was, the tour was in french (FYI I suck at french), I didn’t understand anything. Fun fun fun!! 😀
In the afternoon, we went on a poverty walk in Bruxelles. It was quite interesting, all the social restaurants and charities. we heard stories about people who got homeless. It was choking actually.


this you probably all know. it’s been used in TFIOS and also in a lot of things in the Je Suis Charlie protest. Well this creation, is one from Magritte 😉

This was it for this week, hoped you like it. if so, please like or subscribe 😀


Little Update ;)

Hello everybody!

How ya’ll doing? Did you have a lovely romantic Valentine’s date with your lover? Or was it more like me, without a boyfriend? But you don’t need a girlfriend or boyfriend to have fun on Valentine! going out with friends is so much fun as well.

I had a surprise birthday party to go to for a friend of mine, it was amazing. My friend was totally clueless and was really really surprised by the whole party. We’ve all been dancing and singing and going crazy all night long. You almost forgot you were alone on Valentine!

Then yesterday afternoon we got ready to go on a little holiday to the sea. We have a week vacation now, so perfect time to get away from everything. Although the beach in Belgium isn’t really something to be super excited about, because the weather is not good and you can’t actually go to the beach, our apartment is at the shopping street and close to the metro. so we can go wherever we want.

there isn’t really much going on lately, everything’s kinda the same. Planning stuff with my friends, staying inspirationless, still hoping the guy I like finally sends me a message, I started drawing again (for school, we have to make something, but I’m not sure what I’m gonna do, I’m now thinking about people with animal features, see picture below), staying positive, OH and most importantly I REALLY CUT MY HAIR! AND I’M SO HAPPY ABOUT IT!!! Even though it means no more different hairstyles ( check out my previous post Cut it of to see them, if you haven’t already).

I should stop rambling about random stupid things and just go. I need my inspiration back!! 😮 If you have any ideas for me to do or for my art project, let me know in the comments below.



Antler Girl

Antler Girl…

I know it’s not much, but I hope you enjoyed it a bit; If you did please like or even subscribe! 😀


That time before Christmas

Hi there!

Yup, it’s that time again. the period before Christmas. And I don’t mean the holiday shopping and decorating the house. I mean exams.

that’s right, learning and studying from the moment you get home from school, until you fall asleep on your books (gives you pain in the neck and you can’t sleep comfortable for days.) But because I’ve been studying all week and preparing oral exams, I didn’t really think of something to blog :s So I’m just gonna ramble some things. (sorry in advance)

In between learning I thought about Christmas gifts. I have absolutely no idea for what to get or who I should give one. I like giving and receiving gifts, but I don’t know what others like to get. I only came up with things in jars. I’m so original.

Then another thing is, what will I eat? This is serious business. We sit at home most of the day with lots of candy and chocolate. After 3 days that will become my lunch, just because I’m too lazy to make real food. At least we’ll have proper ‘made by mom’ dinner.

And if worrying about exams isn’t stressy enough, I have to make a big decision before the end of exams. Maybe it isn’t that big of a deal but it is for me. Do you know the BBC Public Speaking Awards? if not, it’s a competition where you have to do a 5 minute speech about one of the given subjects. I really want to participate, but it’s PUBLIC speaking and I can’t even do a presentation in front of my class without dying of anxiety. But if I don’t do it I will regret it. See, it comes with coaching days and these days could really help me getting over my stage fright. DILEMMA!!! I don’t know what to do 😮

These are my three issues, have you got any ideas, tips or advise, please let me know! It would seriously help me out, a lot! Thanks!!


Toddlers, baking and playing

Hello there!

Last week I had vacation, I don’t know if that is the case everywhere, but it is here! 😀 But one week of vacation is not enough. Teachers give you enough homework so you have to get up at 6am to get it all done AND do the fun activities you had planned. 

I already told you about the BFF shopping trip and the concert in my previous post, but the week had only begun. Tuesday and Wednesday were my homework catch up days so not really interesting. Unless you like to know the different functions of informative media? I guess not.

And then Wednesday evening my nephew came! He is 4 years old and adorable. He is such a sweet kid. but little kids need a lot of attentions and when they don’t get it they cry. So making sure he would like his 2 day and a bit stay at our place, we had to play, play, play!

I forgot how it was to be a kid. everything is so easy, you can play all day long. no responsibilities or chores. and lucky for me I could be a kid again for 2 days. Playing with teletubbies and ‘The seven Dwarfs’, but best of all… I had an excuse to watch Dora the Explorer and that stuff. You would be surprised how much I watch toddler programs in my free time. (It’s kind of embarrassing how much actually, I even recorded a kids program so I wouldn’t miss an episode :s). Mentally I’m still a kid.

But a kid that can bake! except for playing and tv. Children love baking, and so do I! I made us all homemade pancakes (way better than the ones from the store :p). And then friday, it was Halloween! Even though it isn’t such a big holiday here 😦 we still celebrated it with Halloween cupcakes! WHOOOOW

It was super fun having him here, but that did mean I practically did nothing for school. PFF who cares! I wanna be a kid again! (They have so much cooler toys than I had :o)

SO if you want an excuse to be a kid again for a while, and watch Bubbleguppies without regret or shame one word… BABYSITTING! haha

(only pictures of the cupcakes, respecting my little nephew’s privaty 😉 )halloween cupcakes cutout

Hope you liked this post, I certainly liked retelling this story to you!!


Hello there!

Again I have proven I suck at regular posting, but this time I’m only 1 day late (I’m a big procrastinator :s), but I’m working on it! so this week there was, actually still is, a lot of talking about Emma Watson’s UN speech about Gender Equality, so I thought I should speak my mind about it, too. 😉

Unlike Emma Watson, I have never considered myself to be a feminist, mainly because I’ve always seen them as rebellious women walking down the streets topless. I do know they do that so get the attention, but that isn’t working so much as they want.

After listening to Emma’s speech I realised that a lot of her points resemble my thoughts. For example, unequal wages. I was aware of the problem, but it didn’t effect me much because I am still in school and don’t work. But someday I will leave school and will go look for a job. And then it would be more then fair to have the same number on my paycheck as a male colleague who has the same work.

Then she continues about her girl friends quitting sport, afraid to be too masculine. Everybody should be able to do what he or she loves to do, without having to worry about being looked at. If it’s a girl playing football or a boy doing ballet. Parents don’t let they little boys go to ballet classes, because they don’t want then to get bullied for it. No boys play soccer and girl dance.

I like that she includes men in this speech, it isn’t only women who are stuck in this inequality. Men are also stuck in these stereotypes. Men are strong, they don’t get emotional or ask for help. And that they link to respect. women are influenced by there emotions, so they can’t handle tough situations, right? Men should be able to express their emotions just like women can. you’re as much as a men when you show emotions. And all that deserves respect, women as much as men.

She says feminism is associated with man-hate. That is is too aggressive, bossy and even attractive. Not in my opinion. Why mute your voice for something that the world needs to hear and needs to change? Women can make it as far men, if the world let them.

After watching the HeForShe speech I thought about it, talked about it with my friends. I came to the conclusion that I am a feminist and that it is my right to express my opinion especially if it concerns gender equality.


Thanks for reading my ramble 😉

Who Would I Date?

Hello there!

As you may know, I love watching Youtubers, so it might not be a shocker when I tell you that I bought the Pointless Book by Alfie Deyes aka PointlessBlog. It is not an actual reading book, but an interactive do-book. And there are some deep questions in them. And at the moment the one that really got me thinking was the following…

Who would you invite to your dream dinner party? (death or alive)

Because he include “death or alive” I assume fictional is an option as well (I hope)


The first person to pop into my head was Dylan O’Brien ❤ My celebrity crush since I started watching Teen Wolf. You literally can’t watch that show without falling in love with Stiles Stilinski. I mean who wouldn’t want him to come to your party? Look at his pretty face. Can’t say no that that, can you?



Making a smooth transition to my next guest. Dylan’s co-actress Holland Roden. Roden absolutely is my fashion idol. She looks beautiful, is a great actress, she is funny. I can say she has to be my female celebrity crush, no doubt there! I would become gay for her (that was weird :s) . And I would die to see my Teen Wolf OTP together on my dream party! #Stydia



Now somebody who definitely has to be at my dinner party is no one less than Draco Malfoy. I know he can be kind of a git, but he is actually a nice guy (or i’m getting delusional because of all the Draco Malfoy love story fanfics I can’t stop reading). But he’s still hot so I’m not complaining. I wouldn’t mind getting picked on by him. Because like in every love story, He WILL fall in love with me and be the nice, good guy he really in (deep down).  Look in those puppy eyes and tell me you don’t love him.

Draco Malfoy2


Because I’m very into Youtubers I will definitely invite Zoe Sugg. Exchanging beauty tips (asking her how the hell she keep her hair so gorgeous!!), some make up tricks and talking about Disney. Making plans to go shopping later. I can see it happening 😉



Of Course, my favorite Harry potter character of all times, Luna. Ever since Luna came into the Harry Potter books, I have loved her. I think she is one of the most inspirational persons in the books and movies. She is just herself, not caring what people say or think about her. Having her on my party would just be amazing. And I wonder what she would wear?

luna lovegood2

when I was thinking about this question, I started wondering, if I had to change to choose anyone I want, who would I date?

My first thought was Dylan O’Brien, because he so handsome and funny. But even though I would love to date Dylan (who wouldn’t wanna date him? just look at him), there was somebody who I’d want to date even more…


aka Danisnotonfire, the first youtuber I started watching, so he has a special place in my heart 🙂 He is hilarious and I love watching his videos over and over again (maybe that isn’t normal, but I don’t care :p) and I find him very good looking 😉 So I think if I ever have the chance to date Daniel Howell, I would definitely do it 😀 He is f*cking adorable!!!!! dan howell laughing

But let’s be serious… If he could only have the chance to date ME

dan howell

(I do realize if he ever stumbles upon this post, it would be a little weird and or creepy BUT a step closer to dating :p )

This is getting weird I am ending this post, before it gets worse… Bye!

Back to School

Hello there!

Just like all high school students I had to go back to school this monday. And just like everybody else I didn’t want to go. Back to schedules, back to routine and back to sitting still and be quiet.

The beginning of the year is for everybody a bit exciting. Who will be in my class this year? Will there be new students? Who are my teachers? I hope my time table doesn’t suck. That are the things most people ask themselves. But this year was a bit more scaring than usual.

Because I failed my year (Thank you, maths, I hope you burn in hell), I had to double. Which I took pretty good, because it meant NO MORE MATH! I absolutely hated it and I sucked at it (note the 36% at my last exam). So I was actually happy I had to repeat my year and choose something I was interested in. So Human Sciences it is! yay 😀

I was nervous my first day, because I didn’t know how my class would be, I did know people there. One who already did human sciences and a girl who used to be in my class when I followed Latin. She also changed, so we both didn’t know what to expect. What actually felt good, I wasn’t the only one 🙂

I’m a shy girl, I am not one of those people who talk for the whole class and like to give presentation and raise there hands. But this year I’m already trying to push myself to not be afraid. I know they aren’t gonna laugh at me when I say something wrong, even though I think that. Being shy is a big disadvantage in life. I’d love to be more open and sociable, so I can do more things without being afraid what could happen, or what other people think of my. And now I’m in a new class, with new people and I’m gonna change 😀

So the first week of the year is over and I already had a huge inspirational thought and there are still 45 to go. But like first weeks always are: it was boring, introducing everyone, introducing the subject of the year. The class rules, which are the same in EVERY lesson, but it is obligated 😦

But for now, I actually look forward to learn things I’m interested in. And, of course, being the smartest one of class, because I already saw everything 🙂 haha

back to school meme